Friday, November 22, 2002
im supposed to go fer a seminar on business pyramids.. i think its illegal in my country.. wtf but that aunt told me she got the tix..
bullshit.. dun think even needs ticket.. n tat xtra income part she mentioned.... yea xtra if i manage to sell any.. of which i've no interest in promotin in the first place. i need to improve on my shootin othewise im out of the team.. tat mark is a snob.. i'll show him. markz are all snobs..
nwayz.. i wuz at zouk last nite.. bloody boring.. lots of chickens n models but heck i knew zero of em. plus no one was dancing. everybody were like stiffheads and so conscious of themselves. heck i went back early. although it was nice of daniel to pass us the entry tix.. he could have told me it was hell boring..in fact this could be his first time ther.. hell what a poser..
i was talkin to this guy on the net tonight..seems like he found his aim... hope i find my too. one of those ex clubbers. matter of fact is i think i need to go read some anthony robins book.. heard he is a motivational master. hope to realise myself. anyway i found out that it takes abt 30k a yr to brisbane to study.... alittle higher fer melb.. that seems like a way.. but that still 4 yrs away.. i need to serve in the army first and also finish tis i.t course im taking. heck .. goin overseas to escape.. i know the grass is not greener on the other side but i'll still like to give it a go.. sick and tired of singapore... in fact.. if it works out.. i'' stay there or travel ard the world to work.. disillusioned with spore.. n the govt of cuz.. seems like foreign talents get all the gd stuff.... higher pay.. chicks.. higher status.
while guys like us have to waste 2.5 of our precious youth. how to be entrepreneurs with that kinda bullocks ard?
hmm the aunt just called... what kinda relative ask u to do something illegal? maybe she doesn't know but pyramid business are illegal... or so i heard.. anway its just a seminar. but i hate havin to patronise pple..especially relatives.Whatever happened to me.... what happened to the effervescent personality. Now im just this suspicious and paranoid bastard.. perhaps this is 1 reason why im tryin to escape. in fact.. eunice will be leavin on the 11th or 13th of december... so i guess we just have to cherish the next few wks. perhaps i could visit her in the states.
melody twirls incessantly...i realised yu were just memories.. certain circumstances forced my hand.
only realised your worth ... when yu departed..hope yu will listen to this rhythm before leaving.
why does my heart feel so bad... why does my soul feel restless...
basically the above is the whinings of some eccentric megalomaniac.. so pls dun pay attention or spare any thought to it. now.. maybe i'll paint a mural on the esplanade or something...
oh theres something i shld mention. my neighbour's wife just died... makes u realise hw near death has always been and also reflects on your own mortality. and i heard the body is still in the house.. which is weird... but maybe its just cedrice chua tryin to scare me.. then again her husband is some high rank chinese priest so well...
bullshit.. dun think even needs ticket.. n tat xtra income part she mentioned.... yea xtra if i manage to sell any.. of which i've no interest in promotin in the first place. i need to improve on my shootin othewise im out of the team.. tat mark is a snob.. i'll show him. markz are all snobs..
nwayz.. i wuz at zouk last nite.. bloody boring.. lots of chickens n models but heck i knew zero of em. plus no one was dancing. everybody were like stiffheads and so conscious of themselves. heck i went back early. although it was nice of daniel to pass us the entry tix.. he could have told me it was hell boring..in fact this could be his first time ther.. hell what a poser..
i was talkin to this guy on the net tonight..seems like he found his aim... hope i find my too. one of those ex clubbers. matter of fact is i think i need to go read some anthony robins book.. heard he is a motivational master. hope to realise myself. anyway i found out that it takes abt 30k a yr to brisbane to study.... alittle higher fer melb.. that seems like a way.. but that still 4 yrs away.. i need to serve in the army first and also finish tis i.t course im taking. heck .. goin overseas to escape.. i know the grass is not greener on the other side but i'll still like to give it a go.. sick and tired of singapore... in fact.. if it works out.. i'' stay there or travel ard the world to work.. disillusioned with spore.. n the govt of cuz.. seems like foreign talents get all the gd stuff.... higher pay.. chicks.. higher status.
while guys like us have to waste 2.5 of our precious youth. how to be entrepreneurs with that kinda bullocks ard?
hmm the aunt just called... what kinda relative ask u to do something illegal? maybe she doesn't know but pyramid business are illegal... or so i heard.. anway its just a seminar. but i hate havin to patronise pple..especially relatives.Whatever happened to me.... what happened to the effervescent personality. Now im just this suspicious and paranoid bastard.. perhaps this is 1 reason why im tryin to escape. in fact.. eunice will be leavin on the 11th or 13th of december... so i guess we just have to cherish the next few wks. perhaps i could visit her in the states.
melody twirls incessantly...i realised yu were just memories.. certain circumstances forced my hand.
only realised your worth ... when yu departed..hope yu will listen to this rhythm before leaving.
why does my heart feel so bad... why does my soul feel restless...
basically the above is the whinings of some eccentric megalomaniac.. so pls dun pay attention or spare any thought to it. now.. maybe i'll paint a mural on the esplanade or something...
oh theres something i shld mention. my neighbour's wife just died... makes u realise hw near death has always been and also reflects on your own mortality. and i heard the body is still in the house.. which is weird... but maybe its just cedrice chua tryin to scare me.. then again her husband is some high rank chinese priest so well...
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